Week 1: Long Term Subbing

Week 1 is over! It's crazy to think that already in my 8 week long term I'm already done with one and almost half way done with another. Even though with regular day subbing your in the classroom, you aren't really getting that classroom experience. I forgot how much I actually love it. I forgot how much I really do want to teach and how it is a right fit for me. I was away from it for so long and having such a trouble finding a job that I was questioning myself and my convictions. I feel like this long term position is God's way of reminding me of my love of teaching and that he will somehow and someway take care of me in the future.

I Sure Hope So.....

Strong Enough

In a little less than a month I'm going to be 24 and that's so scary. Not because I'm afraid of getting old but rather that I look at my life and wonder does it really show the depth and growth of someone who is 24? I mean I feel like I have all these "self-help" books about being a godly woman but they are just figures on the shelves that I don't ever read or ever apply to my life. I want to be that mature godly woman that God wants, but I get sucked into my "life" that  I stop that growth working on myself.  Since I came home from college I almost feel like I put my spiritual and self growth on hold and I need to get out of this now!